I think Satan is trying to tear me away from God. I struggle with forgiving myself of my past and I keep thinking I’m not good enough to get into heaven. And I’m also filled with worry about everything from my health (I’m such a hypochondriac) to what people think of me. I don’t know what to do about it.
Well, you’re right with one thing - none of us are good enough on our own to get into heaven. By putting your faith in God, you have the key to eternal life.
As far the east is from the west, so your transgressions are from you. Once you’ve asked forgiveness, to God it’s like it never happened. Satan will try to tell you that it’s remembered, that it’s on your record forever, but it’s not. Believe in God, look to God, and let Him help you ignore the words of the devil.
Cast your anxieties on God, too. He’ll take them and give you peace. Remember, God did not give you a spirit of fear, but of power, peace and a sound mind.
Above all, pray and read your Bible. God will show you the things you need to get past your worries, doubts, fears and anxieties. <3